5 Months

5  months ago our lives changed. Everything in it would never , ever be the same. When Brayden's accident happen when my happy go lucky , innocent, amazing and wonderful little man was injured , when he was broken my life stopped . I was on auto pilot. My sole goal was to get down to the hospital to get to him. My goal was to work on getting him better. Every time I saw someone the pictures or get asked about the accident and time in the hospital people always say how did you make it though. The answer is simple. I knew deep  down a higher, greater power had this. I knew , I just knew my baby boy would be okay. I may have been in shock. I may have been delusional. I may have been temporarily insane.Or maybe, just maybe I had a little thing called faith.Faith hasn't always been an easy thing for me. Everything my mother put me through . Every thing she did to me. Everything that happened after I walked away from her , from Glenn and from Kim. Moving to Florida just a short 3 weeks before September 11th. Meeting Greg atthe bowling alley and starting to date the way we did and how we did. All of that brought me to today. I am happy. Not all day everyday but who is ( with out Xanax , anyway)? I love my life . I love my husband and my kids. I love my life . 5 months ago today I learned a lesson . A lesson I thought I had already learned. Or maybe I had and forgoten it. FAITH will be there when nothing else is. Faith is how I got though. FAITH. Faith and di I mention



FAITH!