A change is a coming.......

Today before I got in the shower, I took one look at myself and I knew above all else some things were going to have to change. I knew before today that I was heavier then ever. Today in my reflection I saw my mother staring back at me. After I recovered from my massive heart attack of seeing my mother I knew what I had to do. I need to lose weight. I need to make myself healthy for my children, so I can see them grow. I need to make myself lose some extra baggage on the hips so I know when Greg sees me he will go wow! Mostly though I need to do this for myself. I need to make myself feel better, look better so that I can have a better life. I have known things were bad for a while. It has been getting harder to wipe my own tush, gross maybe over sharing, but if I don't stop it and make some serious changes, I am going to be fataly obesse. I have to do this for my kids my huisband , my family but most of all for myself. And so that I can raise my kids, see them graduate, see them be all they can be.I can start some stuff tomorrow eating what i have in the house but things will get even better next weekend when I go food shopping again and get healthy good for you stuff. I need to, I want to, I have to.d I think I will defenatly post some pics and stats tomorrow and use this blog as not only my journal but my guide or I could wake up and eat a dozen doughnuts, we will see!